Saturn

Saturn, Love

How do I create separation?

By personalising energy.

I make Saturn a 'being' …..

is that enough?

no.

A being is still in my perception, I can connect and identify.

So how do I create a being, with whom I can connect, but not identify her/him as my Self?

I cut a whole into two halves.

It's symbole is a 'line' … representing the first separation between subject and object, equal to 'as above so below' equal to 'as inside so outside'.

The abstract symbol (here the line) becomes 'a lock on the door' as well as 'a key to a door'.

I first have to figure out ‘how I can lock a symbol’.

How do I create a seal for an abstract configuration.

Lets start from the reverse, what do I want: I want that the reading of symbols is a secret, that it is not available as an ability.

I take the line, cut the whole in 2 halves and pretend that the upper half is outside (the other) and the lower half is self.

But that is not enough yet: I cut the whole thing again, therefore I have 4 quarters. In the last quarter I place the energies, which I don’t want to be recognizable. To seal that part, I put a powerful symbol on it, kind of gate and say, if you merely touch the symbol, you’ll hurt yourself. That is the Nimbus. Connecting information with a feeling. The feeling is reinforced with expressions of ‘feelings’ : sorrow, compassion

Now I need another ingredient: time and practice. I practice the same process periodically in exactly the same manner: the ritual. The ritual implements the doing into the subjective … in order to become automatic. The touch of the symbol creates a automatic responses: fear, retreat.

The separation of the self is done and perfect.

Now, who is doing all this?

The Tumold-Family is moderating this process and all other Essences are in agreement with it, because, this process makes experiences available, therefore they become a choice. Consciousness is always the movement of becoming.

In order to ‘unseal’ the Saturn, I put this energy right in front. (connection with Libra) But that is not enough, because the ‘seal’ goes deep into the emotional body-consciousness.

An individual in the shift, must know, that ‘pain’ only exists within the confines of the belief of separation…. They are not real. Pain and tears are merely the point of recognition of connecting with essence. Allowing the ‘pain’ to transform into widening by relaxing, is the first step to touch the veil and to express the courage to go ahead and read the symbol what it is: a reflection of the doing of separation.

Fear of pain is the most efficient seal of the symbol of separation.

(translation into symbols: fear, (lack of neptun), leads to pressure (mars expressed as force and pressure, lack of allowance)

In our perception of ‘pain’ as a thread, this sounds cynical … so it depends again on the perspective of perception whether this game is threatening or merely a whole bunch of rules … being available for experience.

the purpose of it: "lets see, how far we wonna go …"

Without separation Saturn is Love.

Love is knowing and appreciation.

Love is the law.

Do what you want under the law.