what I have to pay attention to is the me in me: and this me in me is neither subjective nor objective: inner and outer are expressions of the me I am responding to.
the challenge the unfamiliar und uncomfortable for the body consciousness: to stay in that knowing, to keep it awake
the familiar: - moving the attention outside to others, to past and future events -
is like the Sirenes calling!
I sense it like sitting in a car … the car has 1000 hp and more … and I am directing this car.
It is me who is using the gas pedal.
I used to experience 'Geschwindigkeitsrausch' on a motorcylce as much as in a high speed car.
there is some control issue in there … I suppose
but … I am using the gas pedal and making the choice of slow/fast movement
the faster the movement the less solid the outer imageries.
I dont have to sit in a fast car though to make outer manifestations less solid.
I used to experience 'Geschwindigkeitsrausch' on a motorcylce as much as in a high speed car.
there is some control issue in there … I suppose
but … I am using the gas pedal and making the choice of slow/fast movement
the faster the movement the less solid the outer imageries.
I dont have to sit in a fast car though to make outer manifestations less solid.
the acceleration of the energies is like speeding …
If I dont want to fall off the curve, I better relax even more.!
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